jet: Yuuko from Holic, in greyscale (kori is fabulous)
jet ([personal profile] jet) wrote2013-01-27 12:28 pm

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It seems like no matter what I do I cannot get my diva cup to sit in place/seal properly this month. BLOOD EVERYWHERE. Aaaaugh.

And as long as I'm under a cut, I can't deal with my mother. I know she's depressed, but she's also just stupid, and I don't even know what to do about my own life.

In re: my own life, I don't know what to do. If I had any job at all, I would have more time to think, but no one will hire me for any job at all. In terms of career, my ultimate goal never changed, but I guess now I'm finally willing to accept that it has to. I can't do school without emotional support, and I'll almost certainly never have it, which I admit is due to my own failings. I don't know of anything in the vague field of "making a difference" that I can aim for without a degree. Not having any connections has always been a major problem, but I don't know how to get them without... already having connections? or suddenly getting rid of my mental problems.

I'm not a mous! I'm I even have an account on this thing?

(Anonymous) 2013-01-28 06:10 am (UTC)(link)
1. I'm looking into getting one of those now that I'm doing that blood thing again (yay no b/c! yay vasectomies! yay TMI from me!) so..yay?

2. Your mother. I..there is nothing more to say that you didn't already say so succinctly.

3. I do wish I was a more useful contact. If you can think of a way I can be useful, by all means let me know. And I'll be keeping my eyes open in ways to be helpful. Best I can probably manage is getting you in contact with 4-H? I can offer hugs (metaphorical or..well, metaphorical), and a non-sappy space to chat about whatever the fuck you want.